Men Cry In Private

Published April 23, 2021 · 6:58 · 238,904 views

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Chris Hedges said you can't understand America unless you read James Baldwin. Van read the book. What stands out: Baldwin was in Martin Luther King's funeral procession in Atlanta, April 9, 1968, and looking out the windows at throngs of poor people dressed in their very best Sunday clothes. Starched shirts, pressed suits, hats and dresses.

Two types of stories reduce Van to tears. Civil rights stories and gratitude stories. They met on the streets of Georgia that day. The video pivots from Baldwin to Van's own gratitude catalog: a Super 8 projector (a gift), a camera bag (a gift), a washer dryer (a gift), the kidney that keeps his best friend alive, the young woman's heart that beats in his friend's chest. He thanks his brother Casey for making the video that drove the Kickstarter's success. He'd been borrowing money to pay the mortgage for four months. Men cry in private, he says. Which is not to say men don't cry in public sometimes.

Transcript

chris hedges said that you can't understand america unless you read james baldwin

so i read this book and it's a difficult read and he's

clearly a genius baldwin um but if you were to ask me

what do you remember about this book what stands out it would be

baldwin was in martin luther king's funeral procession and

he said that looking out the windows as he was driving through atlanta

there were throngs of people and they were dressed in their very best sunday clothes

and they were poor people two types of stories reduce this spirited man to a crybaby the first type is stories about the civil rights movement and what those brave people did for us what they went through for us but this

episode isn't about the civil rights movement or baldwin or dr king this episode is about the second

kind of story that reduces this spirited man to tears stories about gratitude

those two types of stories gratitude stories and civil rights stories just happened to meet

on the streets of georgia on april 9 1968 and when he thinks about those fine

people in their starched shirts pressed suits ties done-up hair

hats and dresses when he thinks about the effort and the grace and the gratitude

well he falls to pieces this super 8 projector was a gift this

camera bag was a gift this camera was a gift this tape dispenser was a gift this balaclava

was a gift this washer dryer was a gift this tree removal

was a gift so so it's easy to thank people for the material phenomena which ease this spirited man's life but it's impossible to express the

gratitude he feels for certain things like the kidney that keeps his best

friend alive or the young woman's heart that beats in his chest or the doctors and nurses who put them

there there's no way to properly thank some of these people but never mind proper a thank you note

is a thank you note and a thank you note works just fine when this spirited man considers some of

the millions and millions of symbiotic miracles that kept us fed and supplied

during lockdown and the symbiotic miracles that brought us vaccines

in less than a year why the tears return and he feels

compelled to thank at least some of them to show his gratitude for at least some of these miracles

that kept us going every day [Music] uh [Music] i also must say thank you to all of you who subscribed and supported

my kickstarter campaign and bought sweatshirts before all of this during the year

i put this together it was the covid crisis and for the last four months i've been broke

borrowing money to pay the mortgage which is borrowed money

and now it looks like for a while i'll be able to make this channel work and i'd especially like to thank my

brother casey neistat for making his beautiful movie which drove the success of this whole

thing and i won't forget you staying strong at nana's funeral delivering the perfect eulogy men cry in private which is not to say men don't cry in public sometimes you

Products & Tools Mentioned

  • Kickstarter mentions — referenced as platform for channel funding

People Referenced

Chris Hedges, James Baldwin, Martin Luther King Jr., Casey Neistat, Alanis Morissette

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